Man of Stone...

I find myself becoming a man of stone... Drained of emotions... a silent being lost for words… and tonight I Walk Alone…

What remains of me is a shadow… what I am now is nothing but just another figure of skin, meat, blood and bones… I have a destiny of that I am sure… of achieving it, I am not so sure…

For where I am today… I find everything as being an Illusion. Fake … my name my identity, my memories… are nothing but faded writings in the sand… and when the wind will blow all will be lost... and my presence in the world would not be known anymore….

Today I ask for forgiveness… from my father, forgiveness from my model… forgiveness from my sister, forgiveness from my friends… for I could not be what you had always wished for me to be…

But all is not lost… for there still a small flame burning deep in my hollow soul… which keeps me going… fighting… struggling… afraid… scared for what would happen I it to blows out…